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Planned negligence…

I was privileged to attend the Willow Creek Leadership Summit again this year.  Actually it was at a satellite location in Springfield, Missouri.   This is always a spiritually refreshing time.  God speaks through the speakers and challenges us in fresh ways.  I find that it is so important that as a pastor I have times away when I am fed, challenged, directed and encouraged by the Lord.  It is easy to let the tyranny of the urgent discourage these times away, but they are of utmost importance.  Jesus modeled times of planned negligence for the sake of renewal and time with the Father.  I would be terribly unwise and arrogant to presume that I don’t need the same and more.

For me there were three favorite elements of this conference.  First God used multiple speakers to confirm some areas that He has been leading me into.  I deeply appreciate the confirmation God provides through His Spirit and his people.  The second was a speaker named Wess Stafford.  Wess is the President and CEO of Compassion International.  His testimony of God’s faithfulness to use our brokenness was very powerful.  I am praying and looking for ways to use his talk with our church.  Finally I enjoyed a talk by Gary Hamel.  Gary is the Director of Management Innovation Lab and a Visiting Professor at the London Business School.  He spoke on Managing Differently Now.   It was a wonderful dialogue on change and why it is essential that we sometimes change.   Not change our core beliefs or Biblical foundation, but change our methods and systems for accomplishing our unchanging purpose.  When the world around us is continually changing, lately at an ever increasing rate, and the church’s approach to reaching this world does not change we are ever increasing risk of becoming irrelevant to most of our world.  It was both a challenging and encouraging talk.  I look forward to sharing this with leaders in the church to encourage additional dialogue about the importance of appropriate change for the sake of reaching our dying world.  Certainly and interesting and difficult subject.

All in all it was an excellent conference that God has used in my heart and life.  I pray God continues to speak to me and guide in this journey of being a pastor.  If God doesn’t lead me, I really don’t want to take the journey.

Al

Future Faith – thoughts from my bride

I woke up this morning in prayer as I do most mornings.

Although this morning came with passion for a Future of Faith. Looking out to future generations of faith.

Years ago when Al and I were newlyweds and fresh in the Lord together, in our church there were no couples our age. There were older people who had raised their children in church and had prayers that one day their children would return to the church to their faith, and to the Lord.

I thought often of God’s promise in his words, “Raise your children up in the way of the Lord and they will not depart from it.”

Many years have passed and we find ourselves at the end of the journey of “raising our children in the way of the Lord.” They did not depart from the Lord. And now they our on their own journey of raising their children in the way of the Lord.

Passing our faith on in our families is priority in our journey in Christ. Our daughters were preachers-kids. My constant prayer was that they would find a very close intimate relationship with their Lord and savior. They did.

Recently our younger daughter and her husband moved to the small community of Republic outside of Springfield, Mo. They had been living in Springfield and were attending the 1st Baptist Church of Republic, where they had found lots of couples their age that they enjoyed the worship and fellowship in that church. They joined this church and bought a home there in the community.

Not long after they become actively involved in the ministry of this church, my daughter found herself sitting beside the pastor’s daughter in a Baptist type meeting such as my daughter had never experienced in her fathers ministry. Details were never brought to the surface to anyone’s understanding, toward the Pastor. After too much stress and lack of constructive communication, the whole church staff resigned in one Sunday evening. The Pastor of youth, the minister of children, the worship minister and the Pastor.

When this Pastor came to this church, he was asked to minister in a way that he would bring young couples into the church. He did bring many young couples in to the church. They are all gone now. Now there is a new church in Republic full of young couples and also older people who have a passion for future generations in faith. In their 3rd Sunday of worship together they were 127 in attendance. Worshiping in joy and passion of raising their children up in the way of the Lord.

The 1st Baptist church of Republic recently displayed on their church sign “old fashioned music and preaching.” My question is, do they love their traditions, heritage and hymn books more than they love the Lord or God’s plan for future generation of faith?

I am a Pastors wife that God has given an extreme passion for our young adults and families in my church of 1st Baptist Pea Ridge. I am so thankful for the ministry in our church that promotes the growth of young families and the future of their children. As I become older and hopefully more mature in the Lord, my personal prayer is that I am a part of God’s ministry in a current world. I love seeing the passion of younger people worship with all their hearts in the songs of their time period more than my songs of old, because I see Christ alive in their hearts. And our Faith marches on into the future as God has purposed it to do.

In the fly leaves of my Bible I have what I call my Hall of Faith. My mentors who have inspired me with their faith. Elders of my life who touched me in a way that has formed my inner spiritual character.

Edith Burling taught me simple faith and trust and keeping a single focus on the love for God and all his people.

Maxine Lee reconfirmed the importance of loving the church, God had placed me in. She said this church needs a lot of love. “Love never fails.”

Maxine Richardson showed me faith in action, her presence, her hospitality, her servant’s heart will forever change who I am in Christ daily- thank you so much Maxine.

Maxine Morrison’s great joy and sense of humor, a spinster retired school teacher, she read the Bible through on an average of 6-7 times a year.

Edith Laramore’s caring for others, making sure the Pastor knew of ministering needs of everyone in the church, networking fellowship to care for one another’s needs. On her dying bed as I held her hand a few days before she passed away she expressed her understanding of the churches need to minister to a current world, in new ways.

There are more in my personal Hall of Faith and I am sure more to be added. It has been important for me to remember those who God used in the building of his kingdom and the future of an on going faith.

Please join me in these prayers for our church:

Truth prevails over the darkness of dissention and gossip.

God helps us to see a world in need of a savoir as more important than ourselves and our traditions.

Elders who are willing to Love and affirm young families in our church, and also pray that because we have a heart for future generations of faith, God will increase our ministry.

Protection for the Pastors and all those called by God to lead the Church.

A closing thought:

When I think back about the church that was waiting to see the children who were raised in the Lord to return. Was it the staleness and stagnant traditions of their perceived ideas of church that they raised their children up in, rather than really raising them up in the way of the Lord?

The church split my daughter has gone through left parents behind in the ole church with their good ole fashioned religion and a very small group of ole people who cling to their traditions. Their children, as young adult are willing to move on into the future ministry of new generations.

I want to be one of the ole people that wrap my arms around them and cheer them on, rejoicing in worship with them and hopefully mentoring as God calls me.

–Kim

May 3 Reading: 2 Samuel 7; 1 Chronicles 17; Psalm 2; Matthew 20

 

 

 

Scripture: Matthew 20:12 These men who were hired last worked only one hour, they said, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.

Observations: This is interesting – first, these men agreed to work for a day’s wages. So the problem is not that they were cheated, but that those who started later, even as late as one hour before day’s end, were paid the same. That doesn’t really seem fair. Well, that’s not fair, is it? After all, they have borne the burden, the majority of the work! Sounds familiar, somewhat like the older brother in Luke 15. No fair, Father! I served/slaved all these years! Grace is seriously unfair!

Application: I need to put away my scorecard, my measuring tape, my time clock and my rulebook. God promises grace – unmerited gifts – riches beyond my imagination – mercy, not justice. Shall I sit in His grace and compare?

Prayer: Father, help me see your amazing grace for just what it is. Help me recover from wanting to keep score. Be gracious to me & my brother – neither of us deserve it! Amen!

May 2 Reading: 1 Chronicles 16; Psalm 106; Matthew 19

 

 

 

Scripture: Matthew 19:25-26 When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?” Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

Observations: Hard for a rich man… Who then can be? If possessions hinder, if riches hinder entry to the kingdom – where does that leave us? We who are physical beings, living in this physical world where our 5 senses rule? Where does that leave us? It leaves us in desperate need of what only God can do. The only way any of us has hope is through the saving work of Christ on the cross. Salvation is completely a work of God – He is our only hope – with Him this is possible! However, we should not ignore the message of the Rich Young Ruler – our possessions cannot be more important than our God – or we are at risk of missing the kingdom for stuff!!

Application: I must trust completely & only in Christ for salvation/entry into the kingdom! I must keep my God as first in my heart & life – not my stuff!

Prayer: Father, help me. Apart from you – I don’t stand a chance of heaven. Remind me to honor & value you and your kingdom above everything on this earth!

May 1 Reading: 1 Chronicles 14-15; Psalm 132; Matthew 18

 

 

 

Scripture: 1 Chronicles 15:22 Kenaniah the head Levite was in charge of the singing; that was his responsibility because he was skillful at it.

Observations: The Levite placed in charge of singing before the Ark (hence before the presence) of the Lord was evidently selected for this task, this leadership role, because of his skill. Could we assume it is biblical, even intelligent to have people doing what they’re skilled at? Could it be this is more important than tenure or relations? Does this mean we aren’t being unbiblical or ungraceful when we evaluate skill in relation to roles & responsibilities?

Application: Skill matters. This may be easier said & understood than applied in the context of the local church. It seems there are other considerations. Now, grated there are considerations of attitude, walk with God, Spirit control, etc. Skill is most certainly not the only issue, but this makes it obvious that it is an appropriate biblical criteria. Duh!

Prayer: Father, give me the wisdom and courage to use your biblical standards in your church. Amen!

April 16 reading: 1 Samuel 18; 1 Chron. 6; Psalm 11; Matthew 3

Scripture:  1 Samuel 18:14 (NIV) 14 In everything he did he had great success, because the LORD was with him.

Observations:  David’s success was directly connected to God’s presences.  In verse 12 we saw that Saul was afraid of David because the Lord was with David, but had left Saul.  John 15 reminds us that apart from Him we can do nothing.  At least nothing of significance.  It could be that we often do many things in life apart from the empowering presence of God.  In the Christian life we can be guilty of living, operating in our own strength – apart from the empowering, enabling presence of God.  Sure, He never leaves me, but am I always living in His presence?  Am I walking in the fullness of His Spirit?

 

Application:  I must seek to live & walk in the fullness of His Spirit.  I need to seek to be aware of His presence.  I need to practice the presence of my Lord in everything I do.  I am utterly dependent on Him for real success – eternal success!

 

Prayer:  Father, help me seek your presence & fullness moment by moment!  I want to intentionally walk with you.  I want you to give me your success in all that I do.  Not my success, but yours.  Amen.

April 15 reading: 1 Samuel 17; Psalm 9; Matthew 2

Scripture:  1 Samuel 17:47 (NIV) 47 All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.”

Observations:  Victory, strength & ability are from the Lord!  David is a small and certainly not a warrior – it’s not by his ability that Goliath will be defeated.  God uses the weak to confound the strong!  When God uses the unlikely to accomplish the seemingly impossible – He gets the glory!  Not by power or by strength – but by my Spirit says the Lord…

Application:  I must live by the reality that the battle is the Lord’s!  Victory comes from Him!  To attempt any of this (life, work, family, serving, calling, etc.) apart from this reality is to fail.  I must walk with Him & seek His way & help!

Prayer:  Father, help me walk with you & seek your help.  I want your victory.  I want your strength & ability!  Amen.

April 14 reading: 1 Samuel 15-16; 1 Chronicles 5; Matthew 1

Sorry, I’ve missed a couple of days of posting my Bible reading journal entries.  So, two days posting today…

Scripture: 1 Samuel 15:22 (NIV) 22 But Samuel replied: “Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams.

Observations:  Worship, giving, sacrifice and other religious practices, even when they are biblical and commanded by God – are incomplete and even unaccepted when obedience is missing.  They decided they knew best, that some of the plunder was too good to surrender to the Lord.  Partial obedience with rationalization is not obedience.  All of our church activity is useless if we aren’t seeking to obey God.

Application:  I must be ruthless about obedience!  I every area – without rationalizing or compromising.  To lead, preach, worship and live in partial obedience is foolish.  I must obey in everything!

Prayer:  Father, help me listen for your voice and obey as I hear!  Help me be aware of the enemy’s schemes & lies.  It does matter!  Amen.

1 Samuel 13; 1 Chronicles 2-3; 2 Corinthians 12

Scripture:  2 Corinthians 12:7-10 (NIV) 7 To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Observations:  God does not answer all prayer the way we would like.  This flies in the face of the name it & claim it gospel.  His power is made perfect in weakness.  When I am weak I am more likely to reach out and depend on Him.  My Lord desires that I live in a state of dependency.  Delight/Rejoice in weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions & difficulties?  That was Paul’s attitude.  When I am weak – I run to Him and He is strong.  When I am strong, everything is going great, I believe that I am in control and all is well, then I am self-confident rather than dependant. 

Application:  While I know from experience that some of my most difficult days are some of my best days, because they drive me to my knees and to my Lord – I still have not mastered this passage.  I need the Lord’s help to delight in those things.  I need to daily see my weaknesses and my problems as an opportunity to rejoice in my Lord’s strength and provision.  I need Paul’s attitude.

Prayer:  Father, help me with this.  I sometimes whine at those things Paul listed.  I want to know why, and how long when I deal with difficulties.  I want to know when it’s going to get easier.  Help me rejoice as I run to You.  You are my strength when I am weak…  Amen

1 Samuel 11-12; 1 Chronicles 1; 2 Corinthians 11

Scripture:  2 Corinthians 11:2 (NIV) 2 I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy. I promised you to one husband, to Christ, so that I might present you as a pure virgin to him.

Observations:  Paul speaks to the Corinthian believers telling them that he promised them to Christ (as in marriage) so that he could present a pure virgin.  As believers we are married to Christ.  The Bride of Christ.  With that in mind we should remember that He expect a pure bride.  He expects us to keep Him as our love, our first and only affection.  Satan desires to draw our affections away from our Lord.  The day we took that step of faith – we willingly become promised to Jesus as His bride.  This must impact our lifestyle & decisions!

Application:  I must live my life aware that I am His bride.  I must keep myself spotless and pure.  I need to be aware of Satan’s interest in drawing my heart away.  I must keep my passion single and focused.  Nothing can take my allegience from my Lord.

Prayer:  Father, help me keep my heart and devotion committed only to Jesus!  Help me see this journey as being married to Christ.  I want your strength to be fully and only devoted to Jesus my Lord!  Amen.

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